Friday, December 17, 2010

Garou: White Vampire - First Chapter - Now Available at Changeling Press

           
Elena stood on the balcony, enjoying the late evening breeze off the Seine. As usual she wore nothing, leaning on the wrought iron rail of her seventh floor apartment in the 7th arrondissement. Anyone passing on the street below could look up and see her gorgeous black body in all its voluptuous splendor, which happened to be more or less the point.
Garou smiled. “You’ll have the neighbors calling the gendarmes. Then we’ll have to move.”
“But we must go anyway. I see it in your eyes. Must we run again? I am tired of running. I thought I had found a place where I could remain for -- a time, anyway.” She turned her back on the million euro view of the Eiffel Tower and offered him the far more enticing sight of her body.
Garou approached, clad only in the silk robe he had worn the last time he had been here. “Marcus will return to Paris. We should ask Marie to help us again.”
Elena made a hrumph sound. “Your ex-girlfriend. We -- I -- owe her much,” she reluctantly admitted. She wasn’t overly fond of the woman, but she had helped Garou track down Marcus Trent.
“Indeed.” He pulled her close and stroked her rump. “If she is alive.”
Elena became more serious. “Yes. If the blood you sent her has not killed her, assuming she used it.” She moved a little under his hand, smiling dreamily.
“She will have done so. Marie is nothing if not adventurous. Yes, she is my ex-girlfriend. Is that a concern?”
Her eyes became slits. “Only if I ever see her.” Her razor claws extended a little and lightly scratched his shoulder. “Will you fuck me now? Here, on the balcony? Like the first time?”
“Some guy in a car is watching us. Probably one of Marcus’ people. We’ll give him something to tell the boss.”
He let his robe fall away. The feel of his hard, muscular body overwhelmed her. The touch of his scarred skin and sinewy hands made her head swim.
“You make me forget how close we are to death,” he rumbled.
She relaxed in his embrace. “Life is nothing more than a dance with death. Eventually, for most of us, the dance ends.” She relegated further philosophical discourse to a far corner of her brain as Garou cupped her ass and picked her up like a child. She spread her legs and he let her down slowly onto his erect cock.
She dug her nails into his shoulders as he penetrated her with agonizing patience, only a little, then a pause, then a little more, showing incredible strength and self-control.
“Your body is mine,” he murmured in her ear. “I am in control.” He let her down a little more.
She whimpered, unable to vocalize the intense, frustrating, yet electrifying pleasure she felt. “Give it to me,” she hissed as she moved her hips, trying to capture more of his cock. “Fuck me! I cannot stand it!”
He let her down some more, at the same time watching the man on the street below who thought he was invisible behind the windshield of his sedan. Garou saw rhythmic movement as the man stroked himself. “Our watcher is getting off seeing me treat you like a helpless little sex toy.”
That set her off, and Garou winced as Elena clutched him in a man-killing grip, grinding her hips and grasping his head as she pulled his face to her tits. “Stephan!” she shrieked. “Oh, Stephan, take me! Take me hard!” He felt her cunt clench his cock as she came, gasping.
He rammed his cock all the way into her and growled deep in his throat. “Who knows how many people can see me fucking you! You’re exposed to them all!” He slammed her up against the frame of the balcony door and thrust savagely again and again, hissing her name each time. Any normal woman would have been injured, bones shattered, but Elena only cried out shamelessly, “Yes! Yes! Yes!” He came with a deep groan, thrusting deep.
After they had calmed, he let her down and said, “Dress. We must leave soon.”
Elena stretched and rubbed the base of her neck, glancing at the door frame, which showed some damage. She raised one elegant brow but said nothing. Garou slapped her ass and she squealed and ran into the bedroom to get her clothes.
* * *
Marie gloried in her vitality. She looked and felt decades younger than her seventy-two years. The terrible hacking cough and shortness of breath had disappeared entirely. She had always been beautiful, but now men a third of her age looked at her with unguarded lust, which gave her considerable pleasure.
She wanted to experience again what had been slipping away from her over the years -- the attraction of a new lover, the sense of mystery and intrigue about the dance of love. And the passionate sex. Oh, how she had missed that!
A fuck a week from Bertrand, a nice trim man of about sixty, did not constitute passionate sex, not by a long way in her book. Especially as he already had a wife of more than thirty years. Silly woman, to let him stray. Clearly she deserved no less. But now Marie wanted far more than Bertrand could ever offer.
Less than a week had passed since Marie had received the mysterious package from one Mr. Wolfe. After first setting it aside, she suddenly muttered an epithet under her breath and opened it, finally understanding who the sender had to be.
Within the careful packaging lay a small vial of dark liquid, and a short, cryptic note: “A votre santé, ma Cherie.”
She chose a robe of sheer silk that she had not worn in ages. A simple rose tint with sky blue streaks, that only just covered her compact hips and even when belted displayed her tits to generous advantage. That and nothing more.
From habit she tapped out a cigarette and then tossed the pack in the trash, remembering the gagging reaction she had experienced before. Stephan would approve. At least she could still enjoy her other vices -- wine, clothing and sex.
She thought of Stephan now, not as a fine memory from her youth. More like a future experience, to be anticipated. I do not care that he has another woman. I want him. I will have him.
When he had come to her before, searching for Vlad Drakulya, she had helped him and sent him away, feeling the sadness and -- she admitted it now -- the self-pity of one condemned to death. She smiled in mild disbelief. That I could have been so melodramatic.
Then had come the little package, and the innocuous vial of…
Stephan’s blood.
She stood before her mirror and lifted her firmer, fuller tits. Everything looked better, to be sure. More vital. Lines she still had, but they were less than before, and seemed to be disappearing as she watched. Thirty-five, perhaps forty, and very well preserved at that. And getting younger by the minute. The process fascinated her. Rejuvenation. Amazing.
She had known the risks. Stephan had made that clear, years ago. She had one chance in five, perhaps less. Less a matter of blood type than simply the nature of the virus itself, a virulent and implacable entity. Merciless. If it did not merge with her body in whatever way it needed to do, she would die.
Injecting herself with the blood had not been as easy as she had expected, even though she knew she would be dead in months, if not weeks, from lung cancer. But we never really believe it until it is upon us. She had hesitated…
She fluffed her thick, dark hair before the mirror and did not wonder if Stephan would want her, only how she would handle him. His incredible strength, and that overpowering musk, had always made her feel weak and very submissive. She expected she would still feel that way, but with a twist. I think you will be impressed, Monsieur werewolf.
The doorbell rang. She glided across the living room, checked the peephole to affirm her expectation, sighed, and slowly opened the door.
Bertrand, of middle height, thinning hair and trim build, did a perfectly wonderful double take. For five seconds he simply stared. Marie tilted her head to one side and smiled as he looked her up and down. His hands unconsciously clenched and unclenched. “Mon Dieu, Marie! What has happened?”
She stepped back and gestured with her head. “Enter, mon cher.” Her voice, too, had changed, becoming deeper and stronger, with what she fancied to be a sultry edge.
Bertrand entered slowly, instinctively on edge and completely confused. “Is it you?” He reached for her as he would have done immediately before, but now he hesitated and drew back. “I -- I -- do not understand --”
Marie shut the door. “You do not need to understand, Bertrand. You only need to watch, and act.”
He now seemed to her to be weak and indecisive, a pathetic excuse for a man, not the kind of strong, confident man she desired. Her love for him had dissolved into pity. But she still had desires to fulfill, and he was capable of that. “As you can see, mon cher,” she said, “I am interested in being fucked tonight. Please do so and then I shall explain everything that you need to know.”
She wondered if perhaps she now had an -- ability. A power, even? To make a man want her to distraction. Oh, and what woman would not want that?
She wondered this because Bertrand had become profoundly erect, and had begun to stumble out of his clothes. He had barely discarded his last sock when he grabbed her, ripping the robe from her body. “I must have you! Now!”
“Ah,” she purred, “that is what I want to hear.” Consumed with lust herself, she fell to the floor, pulling him down on top of her. To her delight the hard floor did not cause her to wince and curse in discomfort. Nor did his weight bother her. In his feverish hunger for her he grabbed her wrists and she let him pin them to the floor beside her head. Too bad I have to assist him. She arched her back and thrust her tits up at him. “Take them, cher Bertrand, suck them and bite them the way I like.”
He grunted and sucked them into his mouth. He used his knee to spread her legs, and his leg hair abraded her inner thighs.
A touch, just a touch, of what I desire. What I need! She spread her legs greedily and thrust her hips up to capture his cock, and he plunged into her with a loud groan.
Cherie! Cherie!” he gasped. “You are fantastic! I want you forever!” He pounded her with great enthusiasm and she let her fantasy of Garou taking her bring her to a modest orgasm. Fortunately this happened quickly as Bertrand had managed to excite himself to the point where she wondered if he would even survive.
She thrust against him, easily lifting them both off the floor, hoping for another orgasm. Imagining Stephan taking her --
Bertrand screamed, coming uncontrollably, gasping, until his face turned white. “Marie!” he wheezed. “Marie!” Impossibly, he came again, pumping like a fire hydrant. His movements became weaker, but continued.
Marie felt herself infused with warmth and life, even as she felt him grow cold and lethargic. Unaccountably, her excitement increased, and she came hard, catching her breath. “Ah! Ah! Yes!” That is much more like it!
Something happened that she did not understand. She felt full. Sated. Without realizing what she did, she pushed Bertrand off her. She felt nothing for him, not love or lust or even contempt; simply nothing.
She lay on the floor, staring at the ceiling for a minute. Not resting, only thinking for a moment, understanding that she really did not want Bertrand anymore. She turned her head to tell him to go. His blank, unwavering stare did not immediately register. Then she saw how emaciated he seemed, as though he had been sucked dry…
“Bertrand, I think it is time for you to --” She sat up, staring for a moment. She touched his face. Cold. His eyes were dead.
For a moment, fear shot through her. What have I done? Then she felt unutterable sadness. Then she felt very little at all. So this is what it is like, to be… different.
* * *
A tall, almost human figure crashed through the forest like an immutable force, uncaring of the obstacles in its path. If it came to an immovable object, a boulder or a tree, it detoured. Otherwise it simply pushed aside or crushed underfoot the obstruction, uncaring and unfeeling of the many cuts and bruises inflicted by sharp branches and rocks. Blood streamed from its legs and torso, but all of the wounds closed almost immediately.
Once fine clothing hung in tatters from its huge frame. It forged onward, in the morning dampness, snorting misty breaths like a bear, occasionally deigning to brush aside a flailing branch in its passage. Tall, muscular, fiercely eyed and sharp featured, the human-like creature stared almost blankly ahead, seeming compelled by an inner geas toward a mysterious end. Only its eyes betrayed the deep, inhuman rage that burned within its breast.
Revenge
The creature came upon two young men sitting by a trail, admiring the view across a small valley. They died in agony and terror, and the terrible humanoid creature rejoiced in the spilling of their blood, even as he drank greedily.
For a time the creature’s mind remained trapped in directionless, animal rage. But as his body absorbed the rich, still hot human blood, a spark of something else struggled to the surface. It became He, and then He became Vlad.
Vlad Tepes, Vlad the Impaler, ruler of 15th century Wallachia until he had been banished to a life of… exile. He had waited so long. He had been so patient. He had never forgotten his legacy. Eventually, he had gathered those about him who could help him restore order and discipline to this land.
And then he had found the one he thought lost to him forever. Ilona, now called Elena. That she had a lover did not matter; he had taken her back, as was his right, but both she and the lover, Garou the werewolf, had thwarted him, and destroyed his small cadre, the core of his Army of the Righteous.
Wandering in the forested mountains, he had been unable to feed, and his mind had slipped into an animal state, a basic survival mode, since the brain uses so much blood. Vlad tossed the bodies of the hikers into the gorge the two men had stopped to admire, then went through their packs where he found money and clothing for their cross-country hike. One of the two had been big and broad shouldered, almost Vlad’s size. His clothing barely fit.
Vlad descended from the trail to the parking lot that snaked between tall pines, where hikers left their vehicles. After a short time he located a small sedan, dumped his pack into the trunk and drove off.
After ditching the vehicle on the outskirts of Paris, he rode the underground into the city then picked up a cab and went to his villa in the 3rd arrondissement, the old district where seventeenth century mansions and old nobility could still be found. He changed and from one of several well hidden safes took an unregistered cell phone and forty thousand euros in cash. He drove one of his 500 SL Mercedes to a church where he dropped the stolen hikers’ clothing in a charity bin, then called a number.
Oui.”
“Alert the conclave. Emergency meeting in two hours.” He hung up without waiting for a response.
* * *
Marie notified the police, who came, along with a doctor. The doctor declared Bertrand dead of a heart attack and the corpse was removed forthwith. The gendarmes questioned Marie for a few minutes, and she answered them truthfully. Bertrand had been her illicit lover for over a year. He had come to see her and they had sex on the floor. Bertrand then died, though not, she noted with a coy yet rueful smile, until he had thoroughly satisfied her.
Her somewhat salacious and perhaps overzealous description, along with an assortment of coy glances, winks and little smiles, served their purpose. The younger gendarme, no more than twenty-five, tried not to look at Marie, but his eyes kept straying to the generous cleavage displayed by her unbuttoned blouse, obviously thrown on in haste and distraction after her lover’s death. His cock stood clearly rigid in his uniform pants.
The senior of the two gendarmes, a grizzled fellow of about forty-five with salt and pepper in his moustache, nodded stoically, but seemed nonthreatening. His wise eyes said he had been around long enough to understand the ways of men and women.
He had also walked this beat for some years and thought he knew all the local residents, at least by sight, but did not offhand recall her and, smiling, assured her that he could never have forgotten so beautiful a woman so easily, and so perhaps for the sake of administrative requirements…
Marie offered her ID, without any real expectation that she would be believed, her own assessment being that she currently appeared young enough to be her own daughter, and wondered what would happen now. She wondered if they might assume, somehow, that she must be who she claimed, a somewhat older woman, say fifty or so, getting worn around the edges, but still very attractive, very sensual, fully emblematic of the kind of woman who could snare a well off executive like Bertrand from a well aged and perhaps wilting marriage.
Monsieur le gendarme looked at the ID, did a mild double take between Marie and the little plastic card then looked again. His mouth turned down in a short humph and then he shrugged and handed it back, offering dryly, “Merci. And I would support you in a defamation suit against the cretin who took this photo, Madame.” His use of the mature honorific implied respect for a woman of enough years to actually pass for whoever was pictured on the ID.
She breathed a little sigh of relief, thinking that he might not have read the birth date closely enough. Neither mentioned the wife, now a widow. The gendarmes would notify her, but at that point it would become a civil matter. Of course, the widow might sue. Such silliness seemed to be all the rage anymore. As if Marie had anything worth taking, except her now gloriously renewed body.
Though she actually did have something, a certain sense within herself, or perhaps simply a crude ability, to express her -- musk, perhaps. Pheromones? She considered the younger gendarme with his appealing erection. She knew enough about men to know that such an overt physical reaction rarely occurred without some greater intimacy. Clearly she had affected him in some way that an ordinary woman could not have done. And she had seen it work on Bertrand, who had literally gone mad with lust to have her. I simply must try this out again, as soon as possible, she thought as she ushered the helpful gendarmes to the door.
Later, she left and walked two blocks to a sidewalk café and ordered a chocolate croissant and an espresso with two brown sugar lumps, per her usual.
When her order arrived she instantly knew she did not want the croissant, and pushed it aside. The sugar as well did not appeal, and she sipped the espresso straight, reveling in the hot, sharp, bitter taste, so unlike her normal preference. This, she thought, spoke volumes for what had happened to her.
She wanted sex, a lot of it, hours of it, with her as the passionate, submissive toy to a powerful older man who would use her mercilessly and sate her savage hunger. That, at least, had not changed, but the intensity of her hunger surprised her somewhat. Did this come with the change, or had she simply forgotten what it was like to be thirty?
But once again, Stephan Garou loomed large in her mind. She became aroused just imagining how he would dominate her. The espresso cup jiggled dangerously in her shaking hand.
She tempered her fantasy to that of a virile, enthusiastic and faceless young man of twenty or so, lithe and strong, who might at least have the stamina to act as a human dildo for an hour or two.
Bertrand had come to her at lunch, his usual time. Her Philippe Patek watch -- which he had given to her, the thing cost as much as a small car -- read a little before three, too early for the after work crowd, so the people she saw around her were students (too young), housewives (wrong gender), or workers on their afternoon break (too little time). The males among them did not stand out, although she saw several she would normally have found wistfully attractive from her prior viewpoint as a former sexual volcano now sliding into the gray obscurity of old age.
At this, she mentally slapped herself. Fool, you are not seventy-two any longer. You do not have to “settle” as the Americans say. You can find a man who fits your fantasy and make him want you, regardless of what he thinks. You can.
She rose and hailed a cab, surprised that one immediately appeared, in spite of the relatively slow hour, then remembered how she must look. Cabbies are no different than other men, she thought with a smile as she gave an address in the office district of the 2nd arrondissement, where modern high rises spoiled the old skyline but housed thousands of wealthy businessmen.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Garou 2: White Vampire - Release date 12/17/10

Editrix M says we can let this one fly on the 17th. I will post an excerpt or two directly.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Aaannnddd, we have liftoff...

Garou 2: White Vampire is done and in the hands of my editrix. Lovers of the man-wich will get a modest version of that, along with the tortured excesses of Vlad the Impaler. Look for the final product in time for the after Christmas sale.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Thanksgiving and What's New

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. We went to the in-laws and had great food and didn't get into any fights.

I have just about finished Garou 2: White Vampire. If anyone wonders what happened to Vlad/Marcus and Marie, this is where you'll find out. Elena and Garou are still on the run, this time from a new and greater threat. Unlike Hitchcock's heroes and heroines (North By Northwest; Vertigo; etc.), they still have time to get laid...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

A note on ER vs. EH

(Reposted from TRS Spookapalooza)

ER is Erotic Romance. People who know me, know that I do not do Romance. I do love stories, which is actually not the same thing. As well, I think some people are parsing the definition a bit too fine when it comes to separating  Erotic Romance from porn. The former being somehow acceptable Sexually Explicit writing, while the latter is not. In any case, I've had my say on this elsewhere (see below).

EH is Erotic Horror. A lot of people associate this sub-genre of speculative fiction with - as a writer of my acquaintance has said - "sex gone bad". But to me EH is just a scary story with hot sex, all of it good. With some irreverence (when have you ever heard irreverence from me?) I call it "scary porn", at least the way I write it.

To be sure, the scary part is associated with the "Yuck" factor that someone pointed out in commentary to one of my excerpts (I think it was In the Belly of the Night #3). Well, that's what I write, so no apologies. On the other hand, the point of the scary stuff is not to gross out the reader, but to add to the tension and suspense, because fear and sex actually go together very well.

In any case, my stories always have good old fashioned heroes and heroines, and the good guys always win, vanquishing - or at least escaping from - the monster(s). Yes, there is dismemberment, shredding and chomping. But really, I just write love stories that happen to have inhuman antagonists who occasionally eat people.

By the way, Garou 1: Black Widow is a little more Romance and a little less slavering fangs in the dark, for what it's worth.

JC Alpha Male, in all his irreverent glory

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Garou: Black Widow - Excerpt #2

A small woman of late middle years opened the door to her apartment, at first only a crack, then after an exclamation of $Mon Dieu! she threw it open and reached up to grab Garou’s face and kiss him hard on the lips.

“$Mon Dieu!” she exclaimed again. “Stephan! It has been so long!” Then she stepped back, and her face showed concern. “Ah, Stephan, what has happened --”

“Marie, “he grimaced. “I need your help.”

She ushered him inside to a cluttered but comfortable apartment. He made a face at the heavy aroma of cigarette smoke and the overflowing ashtrays, but eased himself into a chair in the small kitchen as Marie fussed with a teapot. “No espresso for you, young man. You need some special tea.” She kept looking at him while she threw together several powders and leaves in a pot, added water and tossed it all in a microwave.
While the microwave hummed, she turned to Garou. “Now tell me, $mon amour,” she said in a soft voice. “What happened?”

He told her everything. Marie had been an attractive, vibrant woman of forty-seven when they first met twenty-five years ago. She understood his kind, and knew quite a bit about them, and about other things, as well. They had become lovers, for a short, intense time, before parting. Now, at seventy-two, she remained trim and feminine, with Elfin features and regal cheekbones. She wore dark slacks and a blouse that she still managed to fill out very nicely. Even her hair remained thick and dark, although probably assisted. Looking at her brought back strong memories of passionate sex on the living room floor.

“And you survived?” she asked somewhat rhetorically. She poured tea and then leaned back against the counter, crossing her arms under her tits and incidentally lifting them nicely.

He sipped cautiously, from past experience. This brew seemed less offensive than others of hers that he had tasted. “She is a vampire. She spilled her blood to save me.”

Marie’s eyes narrowed. “I have known a few vampires, and I do not trust them. I never have. You know the type, everything is all about them. They are more flighty than my daughter, Yvette, $Mon Dieu, who has a new man or woman every week. Sometimes two or more, twice a week, and she is forty-five.” She snorted. “I will never have grandchildren.”

“Yvette is a high strung artist, “Garou pointed out. “She changes lovers with each new painting. She told me it refreshes her soul.”

Marie made a rude noise. “Lucky you, you were never one of her paramours. All right, then Monsieur Werewolf, what is your pleasure?”

“Aside from you?” he said, smiling, with genuine affection.

She smiled, too, and looked away. “We have been there, $mon ami. Do not bring up the past.” But she dipped into the pocket of her slacks and pulled a pack of filterless cigarettes and fumbled with her lighter, clicking it several times before it lit. She took a long drag, staring at nothing, exhaled a gray plume of smoke and said. “I would have given a lot to remain young like you.”

$One of the reasons people like me rarely enter long term relationships. “You are special, $ma cherie, but like the blood of a vampire, mine is potentially fatal to those who have not been affected by the virus. I will not take that chance, not with you.”

Marie sighed. “We have been there, too.” She looked up, all business. “And you have a woman now, a very serious catch if I am to judge, who has been taken from you in the night by a man who does not hesitate to kill. So, then, what do you have for me?”

He opened his balled fist and offered her what lay in his palm. A squashed lump of silver.

She looked at it and swore. “$Merdre, you took this in the chest and got up again?” She looked at him with a grim smile. “Vampire blood or not, you are very hard to kill, $mon ami.” She carefully examined it before touching it. Looking, sniffing. She held up a hand and left the kitchen, rummaged in the drawers of a small antique cabinet in the living room, then returned with a magnifying glass. Holding it close to her face, she took the bullet from Garou and examined it minutely for several minutes before announcing, “Aha! As I suspected!”

She returned to the cabinet in the living room, extracted several items, and brought them to the kitchen. As she worked, she murmured to herself. “The bullet was hand cast -- who manufactures silver bullets, eh? And the markings of this one are peculiar to a type casting device I have rarely seen. You know they are all pretty much alike, except the manner in which the bullet is poured. In this case, the cast was poured from the top, the business end I believe you crude Americans call it, and there are trace amounts of the casting material still adhering to it, in spite of its recent travels through your handsome carcass.”

She set up what appeared to be a strange looking microscope. Along with the usual assortment of parts, it appeared to have a small cylinder attached at right angles to the main sighting device. The extra cylinder then bent at a right angle to itself, into a separate eyepiece. Marie placed the bullet under the microscope and adjusted the position and focus through the main eyepiece. Then she looked into the second eyepiece.

“Hmm. Interesting, but I can only tell you the provenance of the bullet, not where the shooter is at this moment.”

Garou removed a piece of cloth from one pocket. “Try this.”

Marie examined it for a second, then sniffed it, and her eyebrows went up. “Blood from the attacker?”

Garou nodded.

She gave him a sour look. “And when were you planning to inform me of this?” She turned back to the microscope.

Garou waited patiently. Very carefully, Marie manipulated small controls to rotate and reposition the bullet. After several minutes, she removed it and with a small pair of scissors snipped of a piece of the cloth scrap and placed that under the lens. She spent the next twenty minutes looking through first the main eyepiece, then making adjustments, then looking through the second eyepiece. Finally, she abandoned the main eyepiece altogether and concentrated on the second one.

After a half hour of this she sighed and looked up at him. She leaned back against the kitchen counter and lit up another of her foul cigarettes.

“The bullet was made in Wallachia,” she said, exhaling a long stream of smoke. She pointed at him with the cigarette. “Not Romania, you understand. It is over five hundred years old. Easy to tell by the percentage of pure silver. It was cast originally as a musket ball, then melted and recast, only last week I think, as a nine millimeter. The recent caster and the original caster are the same. The blood tells that tale. And more.” She tilted her head and said softly, “$mon amour, you did not tell me you were hunting Vlad the Impaler.”

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

100 and counting

Page views, that is. At about eight or ten a day no one need alert the media, but it's better than I expected. Now if people would just leave comments...or maybe not.

By the way, the e-mail link is in my profile (such as it is): jonathanwright@changelingpress.com.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Garou: Black Widow - Excerpt

“I have a… a hunger you cannot imagine,” said Elena in halting English. Turning her elegant black head from the tall French doors that let out onto the narrow balcony, she looked over her shoulder at Garou, who leaned on his cane in the center of the living room.

“I believe you,” said Garou. He listened to the sounds of the little side street that echoed between the high end apartments of the 7th Arrondissement, on the Rive Gauche in Paris, where only those with money or huge debt could afford even a one bedroom apartment. This one encompassed the top floor of a seven story building in early Baroque style that dated from the early seventeenth century. Garou figured a conservative value would be twelve to fifteen million Euros. “You live well.”

She shrugged. “A benefit of twelve centuries of accumulated experience.”

High value antiques dotted the rooms and unusual paintings lined the walls. Some he recognized as originals by moderately famous masters of their time. Many of the paintings seemed to have been done by the same painter, one he did not know and who did not sign his work. Simple portraits, stunning lifelike depictions of varying emotions from ecstasy to terror. He felt sure that any of them would fetch a six figure price.

“You like my paintings?”

He inclined his head.

“I have done them myself.” Her gaze held his momentarily, as if attempting to convince him of a lie.

He looked at her, at the paintings, and back to her. He ignored her face for the moment and once again ran his eyes up and down her sensual curves and considered that he would soon fuck her. But in his own time.

“Thank you, Monsieur Garou,” she responded as he stared. “Your appreciation of my body gives me much pleasure.”

She had changed into a robe so sheer as to offer the illusion that she had been tattooed with cranes and chrysanthemums that seemed to flow over the curves of her body.

“For the record -- is that how you say it? I was born in Aquitaine in 747, the year of the birth of Charlemagne. As you will note, I am black, the daughter of Moorish slaves brought from Africa by Muslims in the early part of that century.”

“So you are a vampire?” Garou’s voice hinted of neither sarcasm nor trepidation.

Elena smiled with relief. She could sense when a man did not believe her or worse yet, when he did and tried to hide the instant fear. This man believed her and felt no fear. $One in a thousand. Ten thousand.
“I am no blood sucker. No.” Not strictly true, and the lie shamed her, but she felt the familiar heat rising in her as she looked at him, which she preferred to do rather than stare at the nightscape of Paris. Men had always been her chief desire and her fatal weakness. She let the robe fall open, an invitation. “I only want you to take me.”

She acted from the certain knowledge that he wanted very badly to fuck her and would do so with great enthusiasm, an advantage few women ever had. The fact that she would almost certainly love every second of the experience made her briefly happy, as always. For now she could ignore the inevitable finalé. Her nipples stiffened.

Garou smiled. “You’re gorgeous beyond any man’s hopes. Why bother with a broken down relic like me?”

“You jest, knowing there is more to you than a casual glance will reveal.” She smiled again. “I happen to prefer older men. Your age is misleading, for it is your strength as much as a burden. And you still have great strength, in your body and your mind as well. I stand here offering myself to you, a very delectable bon mot, non? And yet you refrain from ravishing me outright, when almost any other man would have tried to maul my tits back at the café. It is your experience that women will melt for a man who shows that sport of self-control, n’est-ce pas?”

She lowered her eyes. “I so adore men who can resist me. Forgive my coarseness, but I desire nothing more than to be used like a slave, as though you do not care if I take pleasure in your handling of me.” Even speaking of it made her weak. I have lived more than fifty generations but I remain a slave to men. She let the robe slip down over her shoulders. “I shall beg if you desire it.” Her voice quavered with her need. “Or perhaps even if you do not.” She could not remember wanting a man so much.

Garou shifted his weight as if to ease the pain in his joints, then joined her by the window. Seemingly unaffected by her openly sensual display, he gazed out at the ethereal beauty of the sparkling lights of Paris. “Yes,” he said without looking at her. “I do desire it.” He leaned the cane against the wall. Standing before the open window, he slowly undressed.

She leaned against the door and teased her nipples. “Do I excite you by playing with my body?”

“Yes. Does it excite you to perform for me?” he countered.

“Yes,” she breathed. This close, Elena began to tremble with eagerness. “Please,” she whispered. “Please fuck me, monsieur.”

As he revealed more of his muscular body, made more impressive by the white in his hair and on his chest, Elena breathed deeper, with more urgency. I make myself excited by showing my hunger. A wonderfully vicious cycle. For a moment Elena simply stared at him, drinking in his overpoweringly male sexual presence.
She let the robe fall.

Garou smelled her musk and tried to control his raging hunger. At his age he knew beautiful women were there for the taking, anywhere, even if they thought otherwise. But he had never met a woman like this, so beautiful, so certain of herself, and yet so clearly vulnerable.

That vulnerability did it for him. His cock stiffened and rose. He touched her gently, letting his fingers trail down the side of her sculpted face that seemed carved from mahogany, with high cheekbones and lush lips. Down her slender neck, over the prominent collar bone. Down over her tits, as heavy and firm as any male wet dream could make them. He lingered there, of course, fondling them gently then spreading his fingers and teasing both nipples at once, enjoying the sensation of their stiffness against the warm softness. She undulated slightly, making little thrusts of her tits against his hand.

“You understand my hunger.” Her voice had thickened noticeably. She closed her eyes and rested her head against the door, exposing her neck as if for him to bite. He used both hands to gently pinch and twist her nipples. She squirmed and made a small whimpering sound, arching her body. Her hands reached for him.
“Put your hands behind your back.”

She bared her teeth in a hiss of pleasure. “You see that I have -- large nipples,” she breathed, opening her eyes slightly. “They are hard and long and ready for you to suck them.”

“When you beg for it,” he replied, clenching his jaw against the need to do just that. I must control myself. I must. If he changed now everything would be lost.

She writhed like a snake. “Please, take me…”

He ran his fingers over her cunt, lightly teasing her lips, stroking, stroking. “Not yet. “ With his other hand he continued to tease her nipples.

She raised her hands, her fingers curled like claws, grasping at the air. Her head lay back against the door and she thrust her tits out. “Please!” she hissed. “I cannot stand it! Please!” Against his orders she gripped his shoulders. “Please! Suck my tits!”

He growled, surprising himself with his intense desire to devour her in a storm of uncontrolled passion. “No. You will do as I say.”

Elena moaned.

“Outside.” He released her.

She sagged against the door, breathing heavily.

On the narrow balcony, only the waist high rail of wrought iron stood between her and a seven story drop. The illogical thrill of fear mixed with her searing hunger for sex. Why him? Why? Regret did not enter into her thinking anymore, but she felt angry at herself for not being in control of her hunger. It would all be so much easier if I could just die.

Friday, September 24, 2010

New Release 10/22/10 - Garou: Black Widow

One reason I set up this blog was to promote my books, so I suppose I should start doing that.

Garou: Black Widow is scheduled for release on 10/22/10 through Changeling Press. Unlike my past efforts, which one reviewer likened to Lovecraftian writing (monsters of the elder dark, that kind of thing) but with a more positive perspective (the good guys WIN), this one is a fairly straightforward paranormal werewolf/vampire story.

Still, my style is probably a little different than what you might be used to. For the werewolf, think Stallone in a fur suit with an M-60. Well, maybe not that bad, but different. Not that this has anything to do with my gender. There is a love story in there somewhere (that would be the vampire connection).

The book should probably be labeled "IR (interracial)-squared", since not only is the guy a werewolf and the girl a vampire, the guy is white and the girl is black.

I'll be posting excerpts in all the usual places (Changeling Press Readers Loop, TRS Blue, etc.), and right here, of course. Stand by...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

There's No Such Thing As Porn

I write chick porn, and I’m proud of it.

It seems like most women prefer to call it Erotic Romance (ER), shying away from anything that sounds like the evil “P” word. On the other hand, compare the average ER e-book to what a guy might call “a good fuck book” and tell me that the intended use in either case is different.

My point is that it doesn’t matter what you call it, or at least it should not matter. I agree that the word “porn” carries implied pejorative meaning. Aside from pulling women’s chains, that’s one reason I call ER chick porn; I want people to think about this.

I think people are fooling themselves if they think what they call ER is somehow morally and artistically superior to “The Schtupping Sisters” or “Convent Call Girls” or something similar. I’ve read books labeled “porn” and I’ve read ER and the only difference seems to be that in the former case the authors (usually men but not always) don’t understand very well what women want, think and feel, and in the latter case the authors (usually women but not always) don’t really understand what men want, think and feel.

I have seen a fair amount of commentary written by women stipulating in excruciating detail how ER is NOT porn, mainly revolving around some version of the “artistic merit” argument. With due respect, that’s the real problem; people keep trying to define “porn”. Nobody’s successfully done it yet, which is one reason why the Conservative-leaning U.S. Supreme Court has slapped down COPA (the Child Online Protection Act – thank your local religious conservative for that one) at least three times.

Get real, people. Sexually explicit material is entirely a matter of personal taste. If you like “Tropic of Cancer” in spite of the sexual content, or even because of it, then it’s great art; if you don’t like it because of the sexual content, it’s obscene (which it was legally labeled when first published, along with “Catcher in the Rye” and a few others). The same goes for any other writing (or film or photo or any other media).

Saying that a sexually explicit book is porn is like saying D/s, bondage, whipping, slave collars, enemas, and asphyxiation are perverted, sick, and obscene.

No, they aren’t.

As any well informed practitioner of the above delights will inform you, the only rules are: safe, sane, and consensual. Period.

And the only rule in literature is, “Do you like the story?” Period.

But Porn is a cancer on our society, right? Porn causes rape and debases women, right?

For my next illusion, I will appear to debunk the primary myths about sexually explicit material:
1.       Porn causes or is responsible in some manner for rape
2.       Porn causes men to objectify women

Exhibit 3: Any Erotic Romance ever printed

If one follows the above links and then carefully reads the information presented, it becomes evident that at the very least there is no viable evidence linking pornography to increased crime rates, and in fact there is at least some coincidental evidence indicating that increased availability of pornography is related to significant decreases in the incidence of sexual assaults against women and especially against children; in Denmark, Sweden and West Germany, legalization of all forms of sexually explicit material was at least coincidental with measurable decreases in the incidence of sexual assaults against women and children, even as the overall crime rate increased.

(By the way, in some of the most sexually repressed societies on earth (i.e., the Middle East), production, distribution and sale of sexually explicit material gets the death penalty.)

Additionally, there is at best mixed evidence linking the use of sexually explicit material to the objectification of women.

Finally, compare both the graphic descriptions of sex and the perspective of the authors of any female-oriented sexually explicit writing (your typical ER book) to that of any male-oriented sexually explicit writing. The differences primarily represent the differences between men and women generally; men want to get to the point, and get the job done, and women want to embellish and take their time. Neither perspective is wrong.

So get off the porn wagon, people. It’s just sex.